So Many Things So Little Time...

So I am starting the EATM program up at moorpark college unofficially
Aug. 11 and officiall Aug. 17th and darn it as excited as I am there is just so much I want to do before I am a slave to the zoo for 2 years. I want to go to the punch bowls, I want to go on a trip with my boyfriend, I want to get scuba certified, I want to go to Catalina, I want to go to San Diego and Big Bear and Mexico, and I want to visit my friend in Texas, and a lot more things I'm sure. However I know I should be thankful for I am so lucky that I have been anle to do so much already and so amazingly lucky to even be starting this program, it's been my dream for so long and I can't actually believe I'm going to be starting the journey to pretty much the beginning of my adult life. I know I will learn so many great things and just the fact of knowing that after this is all said and done I will be able to go and search for my dream job and be truly independent. Well wish me luck, as I'm counting down the days...

It is what it is

ADD...ADRENALINE JUNKIE..OCD..ADHD...CRAZY...SILLY @$$ Bmailto:B$*@h whatever you'd like to call me it is what it is. Yes I like to do anything and everything besides sitting at home on my butt. Yes, I get extremely frustrated when things don't go as plan hence leaving me at home on my butt. But hey that's me and I do have a problem with not sucking up every ounce of that life has to offer. Don't get me wrong I really do enjoy things such as alone time, cuddling up with a certain someone and jus falling asleep, sleeping in, etc. but I am not one to pass up oppurtunities due to lack of financial resources, being tired, being sore, being sick(depending exactly how sick I am), not "in the mood", because you know what? Everyone has said it but not everyone truly takes it to heart ... Life really is too damn short. I'm not one who deals well with regret and not one who deals well with oppurtunites missed. I'm sure everyone at one point or another looks back at something they may have had the oppurtunity to do and sighs because most likely they will never have that chance again. I insist on having as few of those sighs as possible. Money is just money you can't take it with you...there will always eventually be a time to rest... but time is the only thing we can never get back.
I guess my point is I don'twant to slow down and I don't intend to. So you should really try and keep up because there is a good chance I will outrun you.